September 8, 2010

It's happening again...

Uugh I am spreading myself too thin, not feeling like I am commiting my full attention to anything and I hate this feeling. I am clearly not a multitasker, time manager, or very organized...

* Full-time SAHM - Part-time single mother - Always a Hot Mess!
* Newbie Momprenuer with this Gigi and Lula venture
*Floundering blogger

I have been writing 4 blog posts in my head for God knows how long.  I still need to share Lula's most entertaining Pica story. I really need to get a post about toddler play off my chest. The moms at G's preschool make me {unintentionally I am sure... or at least I hope} feel so uncool.  Like I am this loser outcast wishing I could be as cool as they are... I hate that--  And I liked High School!  And then there's Gigi's dance/gymnastics classes. The baby shower that I threw for a girlfriend three weeks ago - The holiday weekend and how I totally mortified my best friend's husband... there is so much to share... 

Forget the 7 days of Stroller Strides September that are still undocumented... FAIL!

I missed my first Stroller Stride September class today and It's only September 8th.... FAIL!

I haven't read a book to my girls in 2 days {except for the 1 bedtime story tonight}... FAIL!

Now I cannot decide - Leave the girls with Grammy tomorrow and show up for Stroller Strides sans children and clear  my head or skip {again} and take my girls and MIL out for an impromptu treat of coffee and donuts???

*sigh* Going to bed....

3 comments:

Kristin said...

hang in there girl. This is my everyday. I say give yourself a little grace and try again tomorrow. Nothing is perfect.

Grace said...

Good advice from Kristin. I hope you take advantage of having Grammie around and go to SS and clear your head! I was just thinking yesterday, I don't know how you manage to juggle it all while I have trouble staying sane and patient with not even half of what you do...cut yourself some slack!

Shelbi said...

Thanks Mamas! Stroller Strides was outside today and as much as I was hesitant I am SO HAPPY I went! It was a breezy beautiful Fall day and could not have been a better one to have outside. I think I just need to schedule myself. I have been avoiding this for sometime, but my day needs time slots for everything. I know it will never go according to plan but maybe trying to plan out my day will help.... *sigh* love you guys!

Miss you tons Kristin! Been thinking of you and Ashley non stop!

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